[1st October 2009] [Thursday]
[feeling sucky]
Personal Thoughts: I think the society is harsh okay. I have come to realize it, i mean with careful thoughts. A classmate of mine told me before that one of my weakness is being too naive, i place trust in people easily. Yes, i agree its true. I used to think this isn't a serious problem, but however i started to think it is. I tend to let other people have their own way, and just controlling over me. Almost everyone with exception of the minority puts themselves in the first place, they never think for the others. Some do things with hidden agenda, simply making use of others which i totally witness it with my own pair of eyes. I still feel so disgusted about it.
Sigh, I know i'm too weak to stand against this society. I really do wish to change, but to change in a correct way.
This is just 10% of what i have been frustrated about. Heart is filled with affliction. The old-self is back, it's already proven.
I don't know what the hell i'm typing and blahberring. Too many thoughts running wild in my mind. I'll just end it off here. :(
ps: I'll never believe in the 11:11 myth again.
ps 2: I've not being feeling well emotionally. So for the time being, talk to me nicely if you want to make me feel better.
[feeling sucky]
Personal Thoughts: I think the society is harsh okay. I have come to realize it, i mean with careful thoughts. A classmate of mine told me before that one of my weakness is being too naive, i place trust in people easily. Yes, i agree its true. I used to think this isn't a serious problem, but however i started to think it is. I tend to let other people have their own way, and just controlling over me. Almost everyone with exception of the minority puts themselves in the first place, they never think for the others. Some do things with hidden agenda, simply making use of others which i totally witness it with my own pair of eyes. I still feel so disgusted about it.
Sigh, I know i'm too weak to stand against this society. I really do wish to change, but to change in a correct way.
This is just 10% of what i have been frustrated about. Heart is filled with affliction. The old-self is back, it's already proven.
I don't know what the hell i'm typing and blahberring. Too many thoughts running wild in my mind. I'll just end it off here. :(
ps: I'll never believe in the 11:11 myth again.
ps 2: I've not being feeling well emotionally. So for the time being, talk to me nicely if you want to make me feel better.
ps 3: Theres only me and my sister at home starting from tomorrow. Everyone's away for a short trip. =/
Memorial Address
11:20 PM
11:20 PM
