Seriously, i can't control my emotion anymore. I don't know why i end up in this pathetic state. i am like only the one who is in such a SORRY STATE. Actually i did study in fact a lot harder than some of you here, yeah started since August and a lot more after prelim. I just flunked all of it. i thought i could at least get a 25 points or so. Everything is not very smooth during exams, i had made ENOUGH of stupid mistake. ARGHS! Why am i sure a failure? Everyone is going upwards and I stucked right here! I really HATE myself! Why am i like this?
I am worrying about what is going to happen next! What will the people that i will expose to in the new school. And what i am going to do in the future. It will be a stressful and hatred year for me.
Jiexian just talked to me on msn. He said why i did not approach Mr.Lathif. He said that yesterday he went to ask him about his Maths Question and he did not saw me. Firstly, i did not contact with him and i do not know when he is available. Secondly i don't even dare to face them already. He uses some harsh word like implying me not taking my studies seriously and makes me quite mad about it. I just don't like the way he talks to me like this and i did serious work all these along. He does not even know what am i doing during my holidays.. I actually feel quite sad after what he said to me but i know he doesn't purposly meant it anyway. Gambatte Jie xian, i have to work as hard as you, maybe even more..
Having mix-emotion and i am feeling very bad right now.
I hate year 2007. =(
Pathetic me..
Byes..
I am worrying about what is going to happen next! What will the people that i will expose to in the new school. And what i am going to do in the future. It will be a stressful and hatred year for me.
Jiexian just talked to me on msn. He said why i did not approach Mr.Lathif. He said that yesterday he went to ask him about his Maths Question and he did not saw me. Firstly, i did not contact with him and i do not know when he is available. Secondly i don't even dare to face them already. He uses some harsh word like implying me not taking my studies seriously and makes me quite mad about it. I just don't like the way he talks to me like this and i did serious work all these along. He does not even know what am i doing during my holidays.. I actually feel quite sad after what he said to me but i know he doesn't purposly meant it anyway. Gambatte Jie xian, i have to work as hard as you, maybe even more..
Having mix-emotion and i am feeling very bad right now.
I hate year 2007. =(
Pathetic me..
Byes..
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