tears through the silent road
p/s: Everlasting
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10:56 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 200910:56 PM
A little update!
I'm back to blog a little!
Camp Eagle 2009 concluded two days ago! Seriously its dam fun! Nice to see the year 1 people so Enthu in those bonding games session. 6 Freshies of mine came! So excited to see them back! My role is quite boring compared to other EXCOs, but at least happy that the whole event ended well. Shidah and I really hope to have a group of our own! Damn. XD
Life is pretty fun, Studies so far still manage-able. But i assure that i will off track soon. Upcoming events have been wearing me out these past few days. No news about my Comex 2009 pay yet, heard it'll be end of November. Screw those management people. I want to buy alot of things! I want to do alot of things!
IST MCQ test tomorrow i'am not wrong. It should be open-ed book so i hope can score well in it. Software Engineering assignment is dam hardcore! Publication for upcoming event must be up! This will be a packed week!
Have to go now. Blog other days. Hopefully~ =x
I'm back to blog a little!
Camp Eagle 2009 concluded two days ago! Seriously its dam fun! Nice to see the year 1 people so Enthu in those bonding games session. 6 Freshies of mine came! So excited to see them back! My role is quite boring compared to other EXCOs, but at least happy that the whole event ended well. Shidah and I really hope to have a group of our own! Damn. XD
Life is pretty fun, Studies so far still manage-able. But i assure that i will off track soon. Upcoming events have been wearing me out these past few days. No news about my Comex 2009 pay yet, heard it'll be end of November. Screw those management people. I want to buy alot of things! I want to do alot of things!
IST MCQ test tomorrow i'am not wrong. It should be open-ed book so i hope can score well in it. Software Engineering assignment is dam hardcore! Publication for upcoming event must be up! This will be a packed week!
Have to go now. Blog other days. Hopefully~ =x
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Saturday, October 31, 20091:09 AM
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2:36 AM
Tuesday, October 27, 20092:36 AM
I am so stuck up with blogging, i don't know where to start! D:
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5:48 PM
5:48 PM
Blog re-vamping period. Stay tune people :D
ps: this blog skins really suits me. "I tried to ignore it for a very long time. But the hurt is still there".
ps: this blog skins really suits me. "I tried to ignore it for a very long time. But the hurt is still there".
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12:00 AM
Tuesday, October 06, 200912:00 AM
[6th October 2009] [Tuesday]
[lonely night]
These few days have been a lonely night. My Dad, Mom, Grandma, Uncle and Auntie went to attend wedding at M'sia. Elder Brother went to Penang. So there's only left my sister and i at home. Didn't went out, did some house chores, ate junk-foods for lunch and dinner, also spend time with computer. Pathetic.
miserable.
How can i pull myself together?
Saturday and Sunday have been an exciting night for Taiwanese Kuu-fan. So wished i could have been there.

[lonely night]
These few days have been a lonely night. My Dad, Mom, Grandma, Uncle and Auntie went to attend wedding at M'sia. Elder Brother went to Penang. So there's only left my sister and i at home. Didn't went out, did some house chores, ate junk-foods for lunch and dinner, also spend time with computer. Pathetic.
miserable.
How can i pull myself together?
Saturday and Sunday have been an exciting night for Taiwanese Kuu-fan. So wished i could have been there.

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12:05 AM
Friday, October 02, 200912:05 AM
[2nd October 2009] [Friday]
[Diva Arrived]
A few hours ago i was feeling really moody. But i got real excited after watching this video!! My dear Diva Koda Kumi arrived at Taiwan! =p

[Diva Arrived]
A few hours ago i was feeling really moody. But i got real excited after watching this video!! My dear Diva Koda Kumi arrived at Taiwan! =p

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3:34 AM
Thursday, October 01, 20093:34 AM
[1st October 2009] [Thursday]
[feeling sucky]
Personal Thoughts: I think the society is harsh okay. I have come to realize it, i mean with careful thoughts. A classmate of mine told me before that one of my weakness is being too naive, i place trust in people easily. Yes, i agree its true. I used to think this isn't a serious problem, but however i started to think it is. I tend to let other people have their own way, and just controlling over me. Almost everyone with exception of the minority puts themselves in the first place, they never think for the others. Some do things with hidden agenda, simply making use of others which i totally witness it with my own pair of eyes. I still feel so disgusted about it.
Sigh, I know i'm too weak to stand against this society. I really do wish to change, but to change in a correct way.
This is just 10% of what i have been frustrated about. Heart is filled with affliction. The old-self is back, it's already proven.
I don't know what the hell i'm typing and blahberring. Too many thoughts running wild in my mind. I'll just end it off here. :(
ps: I'll never believe in the 11:11 myth again.
ps 2: I've not being feeling well emotionally. So for the time being, talk to me nicely if you want to make me feel better.
[feeling sucky]
Personal Thoughts: I think the society is harsh okay. I have come to realize it, i mean with careful thoughts. A classmate of mine told me before that one of my weakness is being too naive, i place trust in people easily. Yes, i agree its true. I used to think this isn't a serious problem, but however i started to think it is. I tend to let other people have their own way, and just controlling over me. Almost everyone with exception of the minority puts themselves in the first place, they never think for the others. Some do things with hidden agenda, simply making use of others which i totally witness it with my own pair of eyes. I still feel so disgusted about it.
Sigh, I know i'm too weak to stand against this society. I really do wish to change, but to change in a correct way.
This is just 10% of what i have been frustrated about. Heart is filled with affliction. The old-self is back, it's already proven.
I don't know what the hell i'm typing and blahberring. Too many thoughts running wild in my mind. I'll just end it off here. :(
ps: I'll never believe in the 11:11 myth again.
ps 2: I've not being feeling well emotionally. So for the time being, talk to me nicely if you want to make me feel better.
ps 3: Theres only me and my sister at home starting from tomorrow. Everyone's away for a short trip. =/
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11:20 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 200911:20 PM
[29th September 2009] [Tuesday]
[sorrow]Back from a free movie screening Surrogates with Daniel. Actually i do not really have the mood to go out, its all because of last night i couldn't sleep well. So while talking to Daniel, he claimed that he had the free pair of movie ticket from Nuffnang. Since it was 5am at moment, he had no one to call. So i just had to accompany him. Afterall it wasn't a bad idea, at least i got to walk around, letting my thoughts off for abit. Thank Daniel. I enjoyed the accompany.
I remembered the movie is boring, i dozzed off a few times because i didn't had enough of sleep. Plus it wasn't that entertaining. I guess its not my cup of show.
Oh, i forgot to mentioned about my Yr2 Sem1 result that was released on the 23rd. I was really expecting to fail one module, but i managed to just cleared it by luck. The rest was quite average. Overall i did really badly for this sem, and scored a cummulative GPA of :2.869.
I really have to buck up next sem. I will not let history repeat. To the people out there: continue to work hard constantly, i believe efforts do pay off. Don't give up. Always keep the faith.
and Thanks girls for the taggies you gave. Its just the same old problem of mine re-acted, that can't be solved.
Signing off~

[sorrow]Back from a free movie screening Surrogates with Daniel. Actually i do not really have the mood to go out, its all because of last night i couldn't sleep well. So while talking to Daniel, he claimed that he had the free pair of movie ticket from Nuffnang. Since it was 5am at moment, he had no one to call. So i just had to accompany him. Afterall it wasn't a bad idea, at least i got to walk around, letting my thoughts off for abit. Thank Daniel. I enjoyed the accompany.
I remembered the movie is boring, i dozzed off a few times because i didn't had enough of sleep. Plus it wasn't that entertaining. I guess its not my cup of show.
Oh, i forgot to mentioned about my Yr2 Sem1 result that was released on the 23rd. I was really expecting to fail one module, but i managed to just cleared it by luck. The rest was quite average. Overall i did really badly for this sem, and scored a cummulative GPA of :2.869.
I really have to buck up next sem. I will not let history repeat. To the people out there: continue to work hard constantly, i believe efforts do pay off. Don't give up. Always keep the faith.
and Thanks girls for the taggies you gave. Its just the same old problem of mine re-acted, that can't be solved.
Signing off~

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11:11 PM
Friday, September 25, 200911:11 PM
[25th September 2009] [Friday]
[Thoughts]
Feeling extremely moody now. Listening to my blog songs got me teary as well.
The old-self is coming back, the confused/unconfidence is swallowing me up. Seriously, when will i be able to escape this endless loop of agonies?
I will be coping myself at home these few days to think properly.
ps: if i have the mood, i'll blog about the past events

[Thoughts]
Feeling extremely moody now. Listening to my blog songs got me teary as well.
The old-self is coming back, the confused/unconfidence is swallowing me up. Seriously, when will i be able to escape this endless loop of agonies?
I will be coping myself at home these few days to think properly.
ps: if i have the mood, i'll blog about the past events

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1:46 AM
Saturday, September 19, 20091:46 AM
OCTOBER 21st! I want this Live DVD!! Awesome Trailer.
Gorgeous Covers
Coming up next will be blogging about After Exam Outing, Steamboat Outing, Work at IT Fair.
Tadas~ i shall go ahead with my gaming. Nelson and Jason will be staying up late in my comfy house tonight till morning. Long hours of gaming. @_@
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6:09 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 20096:09 PM
[1st September 2009] [Tuesday]
[Its gonna end soon]
I am still mugging my Database Management right now. Tomorrow marks the end of Yr2 Sem1. Seriously, no words to describe how sucked this sem is. And next sem is probably be worser than this.
Papers that i took so far is so-so. I have confident that i won't maintain a GPA of 3.X, sure drop alot like a rock. But please, i hope i won't re-take some of the modules. And also sub papers:(
After tomorrow's paper, will be playing Bowling at Yishun Safra with clique. Gonna enjoy this long holiday! Talking about holiday plans. I have so much things that i wanted to do.
[Its gonna end soon]
I am still mugging my Database Management right now. Tomorrow marks the end of Yr2 Sem1. Seriously, no words to describe how sucked this sem is. And next sem is probably be worser than this.
Papers that i took so far is so-so. I have confident that i won't maintain a GPA of 3.X, sure drop alot like a rock. But please, i hope i won't re-take some of the modules. And also sub papers:(
After tomorrow's paper, will be playing Bowling at Yishun Safra with clique. Gonna enjoy this long holiday! Talking about holiday plans. I have so much things that i wanted to do.
#1) I have over 50 movies waiting for me to finish
#2) I want to start some online games
#3) Shopping
#4) Cut Hair, probably change style
#5) Dye hair
#6) Hopefully IT Fair Job
#7) Gatherings
#8) Hit the Gym
#9) Try something out which i haven't done before
#10) I can't think of the tenth
I supposed everyone have received the EXCO's email. I wonder whats everyone's decision. I really have mixed feelings with it.
Alright, have to get back mugging. See you. Will blog soon! :]
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